Astana Pengerindu [astana of love]

Love her..

Last nite I was really tired. I went to bed early. My wife sleeps quite late last nite. She disappointed coz she got no chance to really talk to me. I spend just a few hours with her and that’s not a quality time for both of us. Me and my brother paint part of our living room’s wall. That is why I was tired.

I spoke to her this morning. She’s okay and she ironed my shirt. I promise myself to spend more time with her this evening. I love her very much.

We faced a lot of difficult time before we got married. It’s not that easy to love somebody. That’s why I really appreciated our relationship. I met her few years back; my cousin introduced her to me. That time, I was single for about three years after my last relationship with my ex. It’s not easy to open up our heart to someone new but I have to. I must give myself a chance. So, when I first met her, I really like her. I fall in love with her. We see each other quite often, almost everyday after office hour.

She was the reason why I bought a car. I go to work by a motorcycle. A few months later I bought a second hand car, a green Iswara. I pick her up and sent her home with that car. She also taught me to drive in the city. Actually, I was not familiar to some of the street in the city.

We also sms and talk over the phone for hours. I still remember I have to pay RM800++ for my cell phone bill. Then I realized I should use pre paid to save some money.

My wife, she is taller than me, smarter than me. She can get along with my family members easily although she’s quiet type of person. Dia tak pernah merungut, suka memasak, seorang yang bertanggungjawab. Semua ahli keluarga saya jugak sayang pada dia. I’m lucky.

Tak sabar nak pulai and hug her to tell her that I love her so much.